supersanch

with no relation to the picture: i think the past few days of trng has given rise to THE CORE GROUP (and stronger core muscles bec of all the planks flutterkicks etc pls i owe 1000 so sad) heh we share the same grieviences @*$&^&!*#^!% bring out the worst in people neutral parties like debsaw and all are now filled with angst burstinggggggg to spew

waking up for first shift this week was the hardest most painful thing ever. This morning seemed harder than usual. When i got to mac the drain was like gushing with water,quite fierce. Felice is right in saying for once the sign 'beware of water rapids' (or smtg likethat) makes sense. So anyway water got cancelled just likethat. And i woke up at 6 for?

anyway nevermind tcg so nice to me rly rly :-)





icytower ftw!!!

I packed my room cleaned it out and everything because lolhood was coming over that day. I have four diaries one i started writing in primary school two through stnicks the lastone preAC and like two entries after school started this year. I tore up the first two because i don't understand what i wrote ANIWAES I DUNNO Y SHE'S LIDDAT 2 ME WHAT A BIATCH i'm never going to read the third one because it is gay and gross the last one i barely touched bec idk since when i stopped writing in it

so i decided afterthat that no, i'm done with writing in diaries.

then dani calls tells me some secret i wanna burst.

i take the diary out again sigh




wednesday night was fun :-)
i cannot remember everything but i know it was awesome
kenny gave the number1 epic toast :without the seven of you my like would be fucked up
this is rly something,coming from an angsty boy who didn't like us then liked us then didn't like us again
wy gave the number2 epic toast: i'd take a bullet for anyone of you guys
i think i said iloveyou/Merry Christmas or something -.-
can't wait for tuesday Round2 heh

Training everyday macr gym macr gym macr gym. its hard to differentiate the weekdays from the weekends now virgin k1 experience the other day its athena or nothing i don't dareeee ohwell harder better faster stronger loves kanye

surpirsed ying at midnight yesterday HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGYING :D

look i'm the tallest :-)
k thats a lie if they all stood up straight and i didn't wear heels
then sigh cannot take it i'm damn short
& the growth iducing pills i stupidly consumed are another big fat lie!!!

PW IS OVER
CJLMXLB
coldrock
shaw
the deaf and dumb cleaners hate us :(
we need to stop bumming around location to location with nothing to do i hate it

:D met char for two hours HAPPY HAPPY :D

 

 

 

sancia says:

 

i don't like halo boy!!!

WENYANG LAH says:

 

yea and im a girl

sancia says:

 

heehee.you are

WENYANG LAH says:

 

we're over

sancia says:

 

wenyang baby noooooooooo

WENYANG LAH says:

 

i dont give chances

 

my good opinion once lost is lost forever

sancia says:

 

did you just google that quote

WENYANG LAH says:

nope

 

pride and prejudice

 

I shall just include a retarded conversation in every post my friends are all joke material i swear

POSTPROMOS:

loves the couch. library is the new fav place can sleep can play cards can watch movies can piss the indian librarian off

friday we celebrated tubby tong's birthday totally stole my mother's tub to give him dumped lots of shitz inside so cute now i rly want a tub too. Not bec its his birthday its a fact & we all suddenly realised when we were doing the collage for him TONG SO HANDSOME HEEHEE  

but now a little tubs already BUT STILL LOOK AT THAT POSTERBOY!!!!

k enough moving on.

i discovered i have cable channel 80. godsend.
all these people talk to me and ^^ now i have this impulse to type ^^  its rly bad i hate it wtf is ^^ anyway i don't even know

so this melinda has a v weird DP. i wanna upload it here but idk how but anyway its some cross between darthvader/robocop and some saudiarabian get-up

            sancia says:

 

eh yeah wanted to ask you

ackaaa in the morningtime says:

 

make me self conscious all 

sancia says:

 

 

wtf is that?!

ackaaa in the morningtime says:

 

IT'S ME

in my storm trooper helmet

OMG.
then felice,so patronisingly,

ackaaa in the morningtime says:

yeah right ):

I only got helmet

somemore damn uncomfortable one

i could barely breathe inside sia

but so fun

it can talk you know!

next time you gais come over we can try

take peekture

FELICE says:

 

i think i see before

hahaha

you got the vader one? (:

ackaaa in the morningtime says:

no but i got lightsabre

yesterday i watch starwars

"get ready to jettison the spare parts canister r4!"

beep beep beep

"fire them NOW!"

beep beep beep

BOOOMHHZZXS

win sia

i love melinda with all my heart i swear.

the other's are gna marathon round ubin on sunday i obviously will die if i roundubin so on hindsight its a good thing debsaw couldn't row with me so now we gna picnic while the rest kill themselves so poorthing &&&& i hope i accumulate enough browniepoints so that heehee sunday night lolhood can come over and we can GDODT karaoke showdown lotr/killbillmarathon holyshit pretty much all the stuff on our things-to-do-after-promos list i think i should end this with a ^^

idk.it just seems right :/

its just some guy she met at the gym with brad pitt's face and jesus' abs

i need to rewatch that.

the results were out on friday. i had rock bottom low expectations of myself, and i guess i've met them all i swear i thought they were gna retain me but no TING TING TING i am a superstar. i just wished,yknw,that we could all be superstars :(

dinner at marche with TUS+Lennie to celebrate the belated birthdays :-)
saturday night's crab party @ chinatown to celebrate our promotions pretty much failed and got postponed
this gives me time to learn how to peel my own crabs
i put salonpas to heal my arm which can't be straightened it stinks it burns
pwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpw
its v hot tonight

YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE AND I THOUGHT,
HEY.

ACFF YOU KNOW YOU WANNA BE THERE
tell your friend your friend's friend bring your mother your neighbour whoever yay heee its gna be exciting

k ttly werqin' it for aly over there
Despite,

eh we got back our results today you uh got retained

TODAY I GOT PUNK'D MY FRIENDS THE PEOPLE I HEART HEART HEART SCAMMED ME MADE ME CRY AT THE MUSEUM MADE ME SWEAR INFRONT OF LEOW,THE INDIAN TEACHER IDK THREE CLASSES THE SECURITY GUARD THE CLEANER WHILE MY BAG WAS RIPPING.


all seven of them just conspired & crushed me into pieces sucked my soul out likethat thats why missing school is a horrible idea bec when people miss you (no shit) they text you crazy things nice one guys imma be there everyday from now & be insecure/gerbilsh in your faces

I wish i'd stop getting punk'd.
I hope the prank stays as a prank god i rly hope so.
its like,how real ):

i guess i'll know by friday ohmygosh hold my heavy heart while i try to breathe

i'm aching from 70% 20rep hurts like crap & we're on again tmrw holyyyyyyyshit

i hate pw

i hate my hair more.

i come here so often these days to type nonsense bec i have nothing better to do



&,








i traded it today for a glimmer of hope. I may never get it back.

now i can't remember why i was so happy

everytime i cut my hair i feel like a part of me has died. everytime,without fail

& i hear things which are so long over so far fetched so untrue and i'm like who when why

I find i have to reconsider re-evaluate if a thing like this is gonna work whether its sustainable where do i stand everytime i think okay no i'm out of this somebody has to drag me back in and i'm like, what?!

Its not impossible it could turn out this way and just thinking about it makes me worried sick.It could happen to me.

I think about it all the time its like the same song on replay i should know better because i've heard it before and the way it ends is not going to be any different.The insecurities creep in and one way to say it: i'm not good enough

why can't i tell it like it is

i should stop reading my horoscope in the sunday times

this is,really sad gloomz

Promos were painful
& they're over
better than terms
but still bad
i need divine intervention

i will never forget my register number,ever for a thousand years 0028 holy shit i almost died when that horrible man called me up and yelled at me infront of like veryone in the badminton hall HOW CAN YOU NOT KNOW YOUR REGISTER NUMBER SO YOU THINK THIS IS A JOKE
if i had a knife,i'd stab him if i had a gun,i'd shoot him

Chicken rice @ hollandV & 5oo Days of Summer after the last paper.this is not a love story.its a story about love.The ending was like so #&&#%@ we just moped about afterthat complaining about how summer totally played tom(TOMTOMTOM(:)and then this dani, LOVE IS LIE LOVE IS A F***ING LIE!!!!!!!!!!



Gamer day (why do we keep referring to it as gamer day,i don't know)

THE GIRLS



BIGBOIZ minus kenny because he's too cool for us already


PONDSCUM
& like the day before promos started we were all dying in Meow's class at 8 in the morning and then we get this text Move while you're watching me Dance with the enemy I've got the remedy Oh,oh-oh oh-oh Goodmorning Ladies(: heeheegood way to wake us up


GIVE IT UP FOR BABYD 'BECAUSE I WANT TO BE A SUPERSTAR AND PERFORRRRRRM INFRONT OF MILLIONSSSSSS!!'


ABBY MY CUPCAKE because she says i look nice here heehee


lets look at all the stuff i turned down
sat: optional water (i swear i rly wanted to go down)
sun: prentz's latenight car ride
mon: hanging with the homies melly felly happythreefriends omg did i just make that up
tues:dinner at botakjones with the canoe girls
wed: dinner with char & melo

Nice so i didn't go out at all stayed at home watched TheHills marathon read my backlog of TIMES magazines drank all sorts of exotic juices because juicing is my mom's new fav hobby explained menstrual cycle and simultaneous equations to my brother because he's having his eoys ate idk how many different kinds of salads shit must ask aly for new recipes to diversify my menu or i'll just die with lettuce frothing from my mouth i swear hate my life

Games day tmrw.Not excited.Tell me why we signed up for floorball again.Do we know how to play floorball?ugh
Then there's land tmrw nice everybody happily reunited in the gym work it work it bread + hundred plus &&& felice heehee nothing nevermind

MOST IMPORTANTLY: FRANNY FRANNY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS YOU LOVE YOU <3

GUESS WHO CAME BACK TODAY (:

so AJP passed his driving this morning and decided to drive by to visit
drove us one round around the carpark just for cheap thrill
still v asshole still v strange still full of queer lifestories
its like he never left

its when i hear i love, i love sanchie
instead of papa,paparazzi
its when i get old NETS receipts with warm and fuzzy lyrcis on the back
its when i flip my math tutorials and i see some obscene organ drawn by the side
prentz= no.1 pondscum
sigh

Hub's my new hangout place omg its damn sick rushing there after class to get a table and then sucking up all that geog all that econs just kill me now

& the only saving grace is
the only saving grace



 

very unflattering picture and it says stressnomoretimestressstressstress

Breaks are for studying.Its a little sick sometimes i beg abby like can we not? But eversince i told her to kick me if i stray, she kicks.damn hard. Late nights in school have been productive, trying to suck all that geog up i wonder if its the same for econs but no, econs is in a class of its own i hate it i really do sigh :( And the food ministry is good? Last night during dinner we took 9plates of food and there were only 4 of us disgusting and longans are my new favourite fruit can't wait for Fruit Fight after promos daniella watch outtt.

There's like this jodi picoult frenzy going on in class, although this is really not the time. But i've been reading The Pact whenever i can.
'she was all the things i wasn't. And i was all the things she wasn't. she could paint circles around anyone; i couldn't even draw a straight line. she was never into sports; i've always been. Her hand, it fit mine.'


i know right.

I went for optionals this morning. i actually wanted to be there to yknw,feelthewater.Its like, One More Shot before i become tofu. Literally dragged myself to macr at 8. Only four girls? HT wanted singleboats? Felly and i condemned to the Ts?Blisters?Rain? And it wasn't just like, it was raining cats and dogs it was like, real rain that soaked you through and through. I still feel wet, even now.

OKAYI DON'TLIKEREGRETITORWHATIJUSTLIKETOCOMPLAINAFTEREVERYTRAININGSOLETME.

i just remembered something funny that happened in lit lecture.

'what's aesop's surname?'
'i think its fables'

Ohshit.

HELLO THIS IS HOW I SPENT MY ONE WEEK BREAK:

 

monday,toto lee wenyang's birthday. he's the only reason i'll ever go to jurong east (okay and maybe if i need to go to the science centre also). but never wil i drag my ass there at 8am ever again.heehee

Tuesday, econs lesson in school, formed The Circle of Trust over lunch at holland bec everyone there kept spilling their deepest darkest sekrets ervine i trust you i rly do but omg i still worry.Inventio with felly ying & joyce,unpleasurablezzzzz,and ying's saliva spitting skills are not to be sniffed at woooosh (:

Wednesday, trng k nothing much except deborahsaw and i made the last,what,five minutes of it all worthwhile zoomzoomzzoom

Thursday my favourite pals came over TUS study camp & this is an old recycled picture bec charmaine sigh will upload the ones we took 'before the year ends' Thai Express and Frolick and talktalktalk char's still lost melo's still crazy xishi is skinny luvvvvvvvsssss the usual suspects yay

Friday met the LOLhood in town.Watched Gamer bec the boys didn't wanna watch TimeTraveller'sWife ): Gamer was bad.VVVV BAD i could have killed myself watching it.But heehee it was my first M18 so there was <- -> much of thrill i guess.And Prentz was there,best(: i'll be missing the no.1 Pondscum okaydon'twnatalkaboutit Provence with dani abby totolwy(i see a trend) played with leftovers (they did) threw bits of paper around complain about promos

Saturday abby & I went to PS to collect our award yay this picture won us 200buckaroossssss :-D all that toiling=worth it k and joanne peh talked to us too

& tonight i will churn out my GP essay which is like fuxxxxx srsly idk what to write & mentally prepare myself for tmrw 3weeks to promos time to unleash the inner muggerdog for real ugh studying is rly the bane of my existence(okay i know i said canoeing&40minruns&waiting for people were the bane of my existence,but no,i was wrong,they're tolerable)

in ten weeks we'll be done with school for the year.we have ten more weeks.we have ten more weeks.we have ten more weeks.say something.

 

i miss abby sigh sigh sigh pe tmrw so fun i like i've got abrasions from the seat of berserker don't care about math anymore happybirthdayjoyce i wanna go baybeats with Cute&Sexappeal tmrw i don't know i don't know i don't know how to make it through thissssssss i may not want to get out of bed tmrw i think i'm getting it all wrong PHRASE OF THE DAY: SUCK IT UP. suck it all up.

Aly is like,damn dumb or smtg.

sancia says:

whaaaaaaaaaaaaat a noob

Alyssaaa ♡ says:

haha don't ruffle my feathers ah

sancia says:

scales you mean

Alyssaaa ♡ says:

omg you're such a bitch

Alyssaaa ♡ says:

and fyi sharks have no scales

sancia says:

RLY?omg i didn't knw that then whats their outer covering?!

Alyssaaa ♡ says:

smooth skin.

Alyssaaa ♡ says:

smooth white flesh you idiot.

sancia says:

you like to deluded yourself aly primary school science fail la you

Alyssaaa ♡ says:

well sharks have scales that's the stupidest shit i've heard

I googled it anyway. Sharks have scales.PLACOID SCALES. whaaaaat a noob.

Didn't love it Loved it Thought i loved it Want to love it more Maybe not loving it anymore Don't know how to love it again

Thats the story with canoe.

Today's training hit an all-time low. Rudder problems capsized twice( trust me it could have been a hundred times we were just lucky) 750 flutterkicks for acting smart. Then it had to rain. There have been days where things were worse for sure but for whatever that happened today to happen after all this time, at this point in time especially when the vibes aren't so peachy in canoe,just omg i never ever say it here but fuckfuckfuck.

'Nobody is indispensible.Nobody.'

I can't keep saying oh i love the people so like i'm not going anywhere because its come to a point where its more than just about fooling around in gym pretending to ride on gondolas on the pontoon at macr. Its become a larger commitment and when something becomes such a part of my lifestyle because of the time that goes to it, it can't be just for fun

I need to remember how it felt like in june running down to macr,wanting to stabalise in poseidon with weiling so that we wouldn't cap in our race how it felt like wanting so much out of dboat and getting so close to it. I need to do all that anddddd study bec no shit promos in less than 7 weeks

i don't know. try harder or die trying maybe.

THE QUIET WORLD

by Jeffrey McDaniel

In an effort to get people to look
into each other's eyes more
and also to appease the mutes
the government has decided
to allot each person exactly one hundred
and sixty seven words,per day

When the phone rings i put it to my ear
without saying hello. in the restaurant
i point at chicken noodle soup
i am adjusting to the new way

Late at night i call my long distance lover
proudly say i used fifty nine today.
i saved the rest for you.

When she doesn't respond
I know she has used up all her words
so i slowly whisper i love you
thirty two and a third times
afterthat we just sit on the line
and listen to each other breathe


Some people come up with the nicest things to say.

Don't know where my long weekend went to omg Friday everyone went out after school or didn't come to school at all maybe(melindaaaa) we just sat at the bleachers ordered macs in watched soccer sang songs this is called The Simple Life really.(I like :D) Saturday training/shed cleaning disgusting Sunday bummed around watched parade Sinapore Idol ate chillicrab Today i spent five hours on 10pages of econs i win,i fail.Save me :(

And i'm not prepared for the week econs test 2ktimedtrial gp common exam geog test one after the other.I am all set to die young.

i thought i'd given this up but i guess it doesn't hurt to come back once in awhile.

(p.s char last post on hellolostsheep's 29thmarch we pretty much abandoned this at the same time haha)

so much has happened.too much maybe, but the essence of it all:

Something's wrong life's not as wholesome as a wheaty wheat bread i think i'm messing it up bumming around school sleeping during lectures talking during tutorials wasting my breaks away selling my soul to canoe at the rate i'm going :( :( :( don't even wanna think about it

look what i've gotten myself into,hello SSP. Calling it superstarprogram makes me happier but it doesn't rly change a thing

I've got a remedy

I'm gonna be as wholesome as wheat

watch me


CLICKCLICKCLICK




its been rly long since we've had all of us in school on the same day

xctry made me realise,that omg we are so potentially downzzzz

Nevermind that PUTS(picnic under the stars) failed.
MISH didn't work out either

Huh whats MISH
Movie in someone's house la

Omg the acronyms are hilarious

Every tuesday wednesday saturday i'm like, ohno :( because idk trng's rly tough and i'm thinking maybe i'm not cut out for all that.But today i kinda made a resolution OKAY IMMA GO ALL THE WAY FOR ALL ITS WORTH DIE LEGRAISES DIE ENDURANCERUN DIE PLANKS DIE

Leeluffy says: Pain is weakness leaving the body
Coming from an ahlong,thats rly super profound.
 
& whatthehell tunsta just made me her pet on FB :O

okay rly awesome thing was,parents were outta town so wowwww never lived life this high i swear haha for once it could be like, wanna go out today okay LETS GO BABY LETS GO !!!

Macr is my new hangout place & my suspicion is,monkeys stole my waterbottle how about that.

Did homewrok at SN,pratabombed icekimo ugly pictures of cute people(i wonder who)

TUS on wednesday walktalkwalktalk not enough and so when will i see you again :/

OG met at vivo failed study party ended up at settlers with a completely different set of people paul blart:mall cop with the strangest crowd and yeah okay nice one K hate you for life

Another failed study party commonwealthahlong you crack me up srsly.So much for class dinner it was just abz,K and i purplelinepals haha but it was fun idk i feel like the word faggot is gna become a fixture in my vocabulary.Best when said with slimey infront SFSFSF!!!

Two days of supposed holidays left and they're gna be taken up by onestar omg and because all the study parties were an epic failure, HAHA I HAVE SO MUCH OF HOMEWORK LEFT TO DO HILARIOUS.

P.S 200309 omg, SC you own srsly.

P.P.S Franny if you see this i'm waitingggggg i need to read your mailsssssss :(








 

Thanks guys
Love ya'll


Term's over though it doesn't feel like it,but its been a good term.
see the coolcats once in awhile, miss them sometimes
AA2 cracks me up every day,without fail i swear

hello TUS i rly loved the 17 presents though i don't know what to do with 7 testtubes and 11 socks that do not match but, i rly rly love #3
(just so you know) :D

I don't know why but there's like this,rly pressing need to study super hard now bec omg somebody told me today As will be in your face before you know it :O :O :O thanksalot :(

what if our love
never went away
what if its left behind
words we could never find
baby before its too late
what about now?

I'm rly glad i didn't watch Marley&me with the OG? Because i'm pretty i'd be the only one crying haha i can imagine them all laughing at me omg the humiliation :O haha

AA2 feels good we have our own handsign yay atleast its starting to feel like a class(so unlike monday,i rly wanted to die). ohwell its gonna be a good two years i can see it smell it feel it!!! :D

this senior was trying to teach me how to paddle left or smtg and she hit my head with the shaft. And because i didn't want her to feel bad i totally pretended i was fine and when she wasn't looking i paddled with all my heart to some secluded area to,idk wince in self pity or something Omg words can't tell you how much it hurt.it was,so so bad D:

Can't believe i'm passing orangebowl& a trip back to SN for a nutrition talk (bec srsly i'll still be eating even if there's a foodban)
Can't believe i've got homework due tomorrow

Thankyou Audrey haha the balloon was huge (yay you make me squeal!!)

Machu stopped being nonchalent and Racist stopped being annoying for a moment


And did this for us haha

     

             

& we went for MUTS which was rly cool yay:)

And on saturday there was this rly short meeting with TUS in town which ended abruptly with my dad sending me this terrible textmessage UGH HATE CURFEWS :/

Alright,headsup school tomorrow i hope nobody objects to Ikea tmr (aud says i'm such a genius haha+ Tuny is bringing her DSLR or whatever its called idk i'm bad with tech terms)

we'll see